Friday 29 September 2017

11:28 pm - Friday, September 29th/2017

For the Love of my Life,

I wish that my behavior and my mind were analyzed by You.
I am not what I used to be. 
It is because I Love You so much, that I want You to be Loved.
My intention is not to "win" You back, or to make You take another
look at me.  It is the seasons of change. 
Some people do change. 

Love is all we have.

Love is unselfish. 

Love,

Daddy

Tuesday 26 September 2017

3:58 pm - Tuesday,September 26th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife


I Miss You with all my heart.
I pray that You are having a beautiful day, and that You enjoyed school for the day.
I have been thinking about You all day.


I will continue to pray that we can one day be together again.


With all of me..


I Love You


Love,

Daddy

Sunday 24 September 2017

2:20 am - Monday, September 25th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

Words cannot ever express..
My actions will not ever express how much I LOVE YOU.

I am forever sorry..

Daddy

Sunday 17 September 2017

7:30 pm - Sunday, September 17th/2017

Good night, Oshone
Good night, Amari
Good night, Kwaku
Good night, Na'Zyia
Good night, Ife

I have dreamt of us all hugging several nights in a row.
I just hope You know, how much I Love You.

Have an awesome week at school.

Love,

Daddy

Friday 15 September 2017

7:33 pm - Friday, September 15th/2017

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I hope You had an amazing day at school.  How does if feel to have completed your second week for the year?  I bet You have found Your rhythms and are enjoying the experience of a new year.  I wonder what changes You exactly have observed having elevated from last year, to this year.  I have so many questions. 

For now, i'll pretend that I get to talk with You and find out how You are.  Yes. 

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy who is crying

Wednesday 13 September 2017

10:00 pm - Wednesday, September 13th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You

Love,

Daddy

Monday 11 September 2017

8:44 am - Monday, September 11/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I pray You have a positive and beautiful day at school today.
You are on my mind.

Continuously.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Sunday 10 September 2017

Good Night, Children

Psalms 145 Verse 15
'The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the
proper time".

I have meditated on this. I have journeyed into my
deepest thoughts.

Tears fall..

Psalms 145 Verse 14
"The Lord upholds all those who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down."

I pray that You are safe, warm and joyous;
Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

I Love You more than I love myself.

Love,

Daddy


9:05 am - Sunday, September 10th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You.  I have been thinking of You.  I've have been praying that Your first week at school for the school year has been pleasant and joyous.  That You have met really great new friends, and that Your teachers enjoy Your company, just as much as You enjoy theirs. 

You are brilliant children, and I encourage You (from where I am) to apply Yourself.  Please; if You focus Your attention on the lessons that are taught, You will succeed.  Everything You need to know is being taught to You by Your teachers, and if You spend an hour every night practicing what You learned for the day, You will excel.

It is obvious that I cannot be there to help You, but I am praying that this energy is received.  I pray for this because-

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You with all my heart.

I pray You have an excellent second week of school.

I really Miss You

Love,

Daddy

Tuesday 5 September 2017

3:46 pm - Tuesday, September 5th/2017

Happy Birthday


If there was a way I could express the Love I have for You..


The most important thing for me to say is first and foremost; Happy Birthday!  I have reflected on our lives together, and apart the past 5 years and have been able to go into my deepest thoughts.  I have learned in this time frame, more than I have learned in my entire life.  I have learned that selfishness (on my part) will only lead to self destruction.  I apologize for being selfish.  There have been nights where I have awakened and have sat up thinking of all the ways I have mistreated You.


Writing this motivates me to strive to improve on my character.  It, however should not come across in a negative way, because this is Your special day and it is to be celebrated.  I will say that the heights of my Love for You bring a recognition that is consistent.  That recognition is; Your happiness is all that matters to me.  I pray that You are happy and that You are being Loved on this day.  That You smile so brightly, that Your cheeks hurt.  That these good feelings brought to You make You want this day to last forever. 


My Love for You is unselfish. 
It is True Love.


I Love You


Happy Birthday


Daddy

Saturday 2 September 2017