Wednesday 25 October 2017

9:10 pm - Wednesday, October 25th/2017

Good night Oshone
Good night Amari
Good night Kwaku
Good night Na'Zyia
Good night Ife

All day long, I have thought of You. 
I Miss You so incredibly much.

I Love You With All My Heart and I will always be good.
It is important for me to be good, because I want to be a good person.
I want You to have a good father because that is what You are deserving of.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

4:09 pm - Wednesday, October 25th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I pray...

I just pray.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You with all of me.

Always.

Love,

Daddy

Saturday 21 October 2017

6:48 am - Saturday, October 21st/2017

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

You are all I think about.
Everyday of my life; I pray to be with You.
I pray that I am allowed to give You all the Love I can have to offer.

I am forever sorry for not being there.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much..
This hurts.

Love,

Daddy

Wednesday 18 October 2017

10:51 pm - Wednesday, October 18th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You with all my Heart
I Miss You with all my Heart

Love,

Daddy

Monday 16 October 2017

9:48 pm - Monday, October 16th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I hope that Your day at school was filled with learning, joy, and the anticipation of tomorrow.  I picture You in class, and in the yard enjoying Your lives with positive energy, and the inspiration of nature.  All that I want, and all that I could ever ask for is Your happiness.

I just want You to be happy.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much

Love,

Daddy

Saturday 14 October 2017

12:53 pm - Saturday, October 14th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You with all my Heart.
I Miss You.

I hope that Your week at school was good.  I wonder about all the new information You have learned and how that has shaped Your views on the world.  You know; just gathering a new understanding of nature, society, and culture.  It is difficult for me to write You because I feel that I may be upsetting some who read these, but in my heart, I only mean well.  That is why I say that I Love You from the bottom of my heart.  It is because this Love comes from a very deep place.  A place that will not allow me to say how I do not feel.  I am honest. 

All I feel is Love.

I am forever sorry for the wrongs I have done in my past.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Please have a beautiful weekend.

Love,

Daddy

Wednesday 11 October 2017

10:39 pm - Wednesday, October 11th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You with all my heart.

Daddy

I am sorry

I am sorry, from the bottom of my heart. 
I took for granted how precious love is.
I too for granted, how much you loved me.
I took for granted, that if I abuse love it would fade.

I am sorry.

Monday 9 October 2017

4:04 pm - Monday, October 9th/2017

Happy Thanksgiving Oshone
Happy Thanksgiving Amari
Happy Thanksgiving Kwaku
Happy Thanksgiving Na'Zyia
Happy Thanksgiving Ife

I Love You with all my heart.
Happiness and Love is all I want for You.
These I know You have.
These I pray for, for You because it is what You are deserving of.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Sunday 8 October 2017

3:11 pm - Sunday, October 8th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You with all my Heart

I Miss You with everything inside me

I pray that You are happy and enthusiastic about today!  This is my wish for everyday of Your lives.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Saturday 7 October 2017

Love is gonna win this war

Good night Oshone,
Good night Amari,
Good night Kwaku,
Good night Na'Zyia,
Good night Ife,

Hi beautiful Children. 

I pray that You have had a great week of school, learned, and are thriving in Your studies.  I wish so badly that we could be together.  I wish to know how You are doing.  I wish to know of Your current interests, thoughts, feelings, and actions.  I find myself in my deepest thoughts wondering who You are, as individual personalities.  I just wonder..

I Love You so much Oshone
I Love You so much Amari
I Love You so much Kwaku
I Love You so much Na'Zyia
I Love You so much Ife

Please, as You grow and evolve, always remember to be considerate and kind.  That Your character is far more important than Your reputation.  Reputations rise and fall, but Your character You carry with You for a lifetime.  Listen to people.  Hear them through, to the completion of their thoughts.  We are all a work in progress.  We move through stages of development.  So, an individuals views may be vastly different from where they originated from.  This is why it is important to listen.  There is much to learn; if You listen.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Have a beautiful weekend, and please.. please, I ask of the Most High..
Please allow Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife to hear my silent screams of Love for each of our Children.  Please feel the good energy I express through and through.

Please, I ask.. keep Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife protected and on the straight and narrow path.

Love,

Daddy

Friday 6 October 2017

4:43 pm - Friday, October 6th/2017

Hello Kwaku
Hi Oshone
Greetings Amari
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Salamta Ife

I Love You. 

I pray that You have had a great week, and that You have treated Kwaku with the greatest of birthdays yet!  I know You had a magnificent birthday Kwaku, and I put forth this positive energy in order to ensure Your every birthday is better than the one previous. 

Please know that I offer my Love, and that it is unconditional.

Please know that I am forever sorry for all the wrong I have done.

I Miss You and..
I am forever sorry.

I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Thursday 5 October 2017

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAKU! 3:43 pm - Thursday, October 5th/2017

Happy Birthday, Kwaku

I Love You with all my heart.
I Miss You so much.

When You were little, we would walk to the park holding hands singing about nature.  We would talk about the tree's and what makes them so special.  You were always attentive, and even explored what I spoke of.  For example, when I said the earth is where the long roots of the tree's were planted in, You would walk up to the tree, observe it's stature from top to bottom.  Then You would walk around the base of the tree staring at the earth, which is where I told You that same tree's roots where buried. 
Your mind is so enquiring and that is only part of what makes You so special.  You experiment with nature to build Your knowledge.  I have always admired this about You.

You had a large appetite for music.  Aside from loving the music our family created, whenever I played "Accordian", You would dance and sing the lyrics.  How could I ever forget the way Your hands would move and Your knee's would bend when You sang "Cheetos and Frito's, slipped like Freudian, your first and last step to playing yourself like Accordian".  You loved music.

I Love You Kwaku.

I pray that You had an amazing day at school, and that everyone was extra nice to You on Your very special day.  I have been day dreaming of what it is You might be doing at all hours of the day.  I'm just praying that You are happy and that You are aware of how special You are.

I Miss You Kwaku.

I Pray that we can be together some day.

Daddy Love You with all my heart.
I Miss You so much, Kwaku.

Love,

Daddy