Tuesday, June 7, 2016

For my children

I Just miss YOU Oshone - Amari - Kwaku - Na'Zyia - Ife

I Miss You

Love,

Daddy

My Nightmare

Good morning Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, and Ife.

I have to go to work in 3 hours and 14 minutes, as it is 3:46 am.  I start my work day at 7:00 am.  I have arisen from another nightmare, where my stomach hurts so bad.  It is a dream I have had, continuously, of You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, and Ife being together with me.  We were all in it seemed, a classroom.  You were showing me drawings, and projects you have completed in school.  I was in awe as Your growth and intelligence was on display before me.  We were all sharing the excellence of all Your Brilliances.  Your Mother was there to.  She asked if I had much to do for the rest of the afternoon.  I told her that I would cancel work for the day, to spend it with Our family.

This hurts so bad

I do not want to go on.

Love,

Daddy

Sunday, June 5, 2016

A Pure Life - Alcohol Free.. I Love You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife

Hello Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

There was a time where I consumed beer regularly.  I used to drink a lot of Heineken beer.  I am now, based on the inspiration to be a better man, and a good Father free of all alcohol.  I have now, under no assistance from anything outside of my self and inner strength (and Your beautiful influence) over 240 days of drinking only juice and water.  I thank You for all that You offer to improve my life. 

It is possible to take any negative experience and or situation, and translate it into a positive.  Never forget.  Always remember.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love Daddy

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Oshone Amari Kwaku Na'Zyia and Ife

Hello great children,

I want to express a Love for YOU like no other.  A Love that can be felt across generations.  So much so, that Your (future) children, and Your childrens, children will know of my Love for You.  My goal in this life is to ensure that You are always Loved.  That You know that You have a Father that would die for You. 

.. and that I Love You, Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'zyia and Ife with all of my Heart.

I Love You

Daddy