Forever Sorry

Deep reflections;

Someone help me.  I'm fighting for my family, in the name of Love and true sincerity.  There isn't any space for negativity or games.  I have truly changed, and have evolved into the person I was born to be.  I have a great job, in which I've been promoted three times in the past year, with my most recent position being the highest in the company in which I work for.  I have my own house, which I paid for (put the deposit on), and pay all my bills myself.  I have furnished the childrens bedrooms, the living room, basement, bathrooms and more.  I wish to pay for Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia and Ife's soccer practices, swimming, tutoring and all their activities as they grow in their lives.  I only want to bring positive experiences and joy to them, and nothing that is at all negative.  I am full of Love.  I will forever be in true Love (despite the fact that I have ruined my chances).  This is to say, there will never come a day where I can show my infinite Love.  But I will say that all I do, is for "You".  I brace for the consequences of expressing good energy, as I have done much to be punished for (my past behavior). 

With every word I write, it is deeper inside what I feel.  My thoughts do not translate well through keyboard.  Joy in life is all that matters, and a selfish human being would try to take that away from anyone. 

... I have changed

I Love you, Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia and Ife.