Happy Birthday Oshone!
I Love You so much, Oshone Osai. I think of you everyday of my existence. I think of how much you have changed, and I am aware of the fact that You must have questioned why I have not made a greater attempt to express... well, anything at all to You. Oshone, in this life, there is nothing I want more than to be with You, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia and Ife. If You knew how much I Miss You, You would have no doubts about the Love that I have for You. I do not sleep, night after night. Here is an example of my Love for You... and of how I Miss You so..
On my break from work one night, while working at Cascades, in the snow I drew, with a stick in the snow that was piled on the ground... "I Love You Oshone. You are my every breath. It hurts to breath without you. I am sorry it has to be this way, but if I could change the way we are seperated, I would within the blink of an eye. I am devasted. I have hope that we will be reunited some day... one day. Until such time, please receive my positive energy".
I wrote this in the snow. The next night when I came into work, among the many co workers I have, there were 3 who pulled me aside and I watched them shed tears as they acknowledged You, Amari, Kwaku, Na'zyia, Ife and My circumstances. That we were pulled apart. Nothing hurts more than being apart from my 5 heartbeats. No one can hurt me, because I feel as if I have no heart left any longer.
This is a letter to express my Love for You, on your birthday. I pray that today you feel Loved and Overjoyed!!
That Your smile shines bright, and You move ahead and forward in life with confidence, focus, and determination. You are a brilliant mind, and an even more awesome person.
I Love You Oshone and You will remain in my heart, until the end of time.
I MISS YOU OSHONE
Love,
Daddy
(On Your birthday, December 12th/2021).
