9:10 pm - Wednesday, October 25th/2017

Good night Oshone
Good night Amari
Good night Kwaku
Good night Na'Zyia
Good night Ife

All day long, I have thought of You. 
I Miss You so incredibly much.

I Love You With All My Heart and I will always be good.
It is important for me to be good, because I want to be a good person.
I want You to have a good father because that is what You are deserving of.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

4:09 pm - Wednesday, October 25th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I pray...

I just pray.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You with all of me.

Always.

Love,

Daddy

6:48 am - Saturday, October 21st/2017

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

You are all I think about.
Everyday of my life; I pray to be with You.
I pray that I am allowed to give You all the Love I can have to offer.

I am forever sorry for not being there.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much..
This hurts.

Love,

Daddy

10:51 pm - Wednesday, October 18th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You with all my Heart
I Miss You with all my Heart

Love,

Daddy

9:48 pm - Monday, October 16th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I hope that Your day at school was filled with learning, joy, and the anticipation of tomorrow.  I picture You in class, and in the yard enjoying Your lives with positive energy, and the inspiration of nature.  All that I want, and all that I could ever ask for is Your happiness.

I just want You to be happy.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much

Love,

Daddy

12:53 pm - Saturday, October 14th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You with all my Heart.
I Miss You.

I hope that Your week at school was good.  I wonder about all the new information You have learned and how that has shaped Your views on the world.  You know; just gathering a new understanding of nature, society, and culture.  It is difficult for me to write You because I feel that I may be upsetting some who read these, but in my heart, I only mean well.  That is why I say that I Love You from the bottom of my heart.  It is because this Love comes from a very deep place.  A place that will not allow me to say how I do not feel.  I am honest. 

All I feel is Love.

I am forever sorry for the wrongs I have done in my past.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Please have a beautiful weekend.

Love,

Daddy

10:39 pm - Wednesday, October 11th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You with all my heart.

Daddy

I am sorry

I am sorry, from the bottom of my heart. 
I took for granted how precious love is.
I too for granted, how much you loved me.
I took for granted, that if I abuse love it would fade.

I am sorry.

4:04 pm - Monday, October 9th/2017

Happy Thanksgiving Oshone
Happy Thanksgiving Amari
Happy Thanksgiving Kwaku
Happy Thanksgiving Na'Zyia
Happy Thanksgiving Ife

I Love You with all my heart.
Happiness and Love is all I want for You.
These I know You have.
These I pray for, for You because it is what You are deserving of.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

3:11 pm - Sunday, October 8th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You with all my Heart

I Miss You with everything inside me

I pray that You are happy and enthusiastic about today!  This is my wish for everyday of Your lives.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Love is gonna win this war

Good night Oshone,
Good night Amari,
Good night Kwaku,
Good night Na'Zyia,
Good night Ife,

Hi beautiful Children. 

I pray that You have had a great week of school, learned, and are thriving in Your studies.  I wish so badly that we could be together.  I wish to know how You are doing.  I wish to know of Your current interests, thoughts, feelings, and actions.  I find myself in my deepest thoughts wondering who You are, as individual personalities.  I just wonder..

I Love You so much Oshone
I Love You so much Amari
I Love You so much Kwaku
I Love You so much Na'Zyia
I Love You so much Ife

Please, as You grow and evolve, always remember to be considerate and kind.  That Your character is far more important than Your reputation.  Reputations rise and fall, but Your character You carry with You for a lifetime.  Listen to people.  Hear them through, to the completion of their thoughts.  We are all a work in progress.  We move through stages of development.  So, an individuals views may be vastly different from where they originated from.  This is why it is important to listen.  There is much to learn; if You listen.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Have a beautiful weekend, and please.. please, I ask of the Most High..
Please allow Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife to hear my silent screams of Love for each of our Children.  Please feel the good energy I express through and through.

Please, I ask.. keep Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife protected and on the straight and narrow path.

Love,

Daddy

4:43 pm - Friday, October 6th/2017

Hello Kwaku
Hi Oshone
Greetings Amari
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Salamta Ife

I Love You. 

I pray that You have had a great week, and that You have treated Kwaku with the greatest of birthdays yet!  I know You had a magnificent birthday Kwaku, and I put forth this positive energy in order to ensure Your every birthday is better than the one previous. 

Please know that I offer my Love, and that it is unconditional.

Please know that I am forever sorry for all the wrong I have done.

I Miss You and..
I am forever sorry.

I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWAKU! 3:43 pm - Thursday, October 5th/2017

Happy Birthday, Kwaku

I Love You with all my heart.
I Miss You so much.

When You were little, we would walk to the park holding hands singing about nature.  We would talk about the tree's and what makes them so special.  You were always attentive, and even explored what I spoke of.  For example, when I said the earth is where the long roots of the tree's were planted in, You would walk up to the tree, observe it's stature from top to bottom.  Then You would walk around the base of the tree staring at the earth, which is where I told You that same tree's roots where buried. 
Your mind is so enquiring and that is only part of what makes You so special.  You experiment with nature to build Your knowledge.  I have always admired this about You.

You had a large appetite for music.  Aside from loving the music our family created, whenever I played "Accordian", You would dance and sing the lyrics.  How could I ever forget the way Your hands would move and Your knee's would bend when You sang "Cheetos and Frito's, slipped like Freudian, your first and last step to playing yourself like Accordian".  You loved music.

I Love You Kwaku.

I pray that You had an amazing day at school, and that everyone was extra nice to You on Your very special day.  I have been day dreaming of what it is You might be doing at all hours of the day.  I'm just praying that You are happy and that You are aware of how special You are.

I Miss You Kwaku.

I Pray that we can be together some day.

Daddy Love You with all my heart.
I Miss You so much, Kwaku.

Love,

Daddy

11:28 pm - Friday, September 29th/2017

For the Love of my Life,

I wish that my behavior and my mind were analyzed by You.
I am not what I used to be. 
It is because I Love You so much, that I want You to be Loved.
My intention is not to "win" You back, or to make You take another
look at me.  It is the seasons of change. 
Some people do change. 

Love is all we have.

Love is unselfish. 

Love,

Daddy

3:58 pm - Tuesday,September 26th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife


I Miss You with all my heart.
I pray that You are having a beautiful day, and that You enjoyed school for the day.
I have been thinking about You all day.


I will continue to pray that we can one day be together again.


With all of me..


I Love You


Love,

Daddy

2:20 am - Monday, September 25th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

Words cannot ever express..
My actions will not ever express how much I LOVE YOU.

I am forever sorry..

Daddy

12:44 - Friday, September 22nd/2017

Kwaku

I Love You

7:30 pm - Sunday, September 17th/2017

Good night, Oshone
Good night, Amari
Good night, Kwaku
Good night, Na'Zyia
Good night, Ife

I have dreamt of us all hugging several nights in a row.
I just hope You know, how much I Love You.

Have an awesome week at school.

Love,

Daddy

7:33 pm - Friday, September 15th/2017

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I hope You had an amazing day at school.  How does if feel to have completed your second week for the year?  I bet You have found Your rhythms and are enjoying the experience of a new year.  I wonder what changes You exactly have observed having elevated from last year, to this year.  I have so many questions. 

For now, i'll pretend that I get to talk with You and find out how You are.  Yes. 

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy who is crying

10:00 pm - Wednesday, September 13th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You

Love,

Daddy

8:44 am - Monday, September 11/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I pray You have a positive and beautiful day at school today.
You are on my mind.

Continuously.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

Good Night, Children

Psalms 145 Verse 15
'The eyes of all look to you,
and you give them their food at the
proper time".

I have meditated on this. I have journeyed into my
deepest thoughts.

Tears fall..

Psalms 145 Verse 14
"The Lord upholds all those who fall
and lifts up all who are bowed down."

I pray that You are safe, warm and joyous;
Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

I Love You more than I love myself.

Love,

Daddy

9:05 am - Sunday, September 10th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You.  I have been thinking of You.  I've have been praying that Your first week at school for the school year has been pleasant and joyous.  That You have met really great new friends, and that Your teachers enjoy Your company, just as much as You enjoy theirs. 

You are brilliant children, and I encourage You (from where I am) to apply Yourself.  Please; if You focus Your attention on the lessons that are taught, You will succeed.  Everything You need to know is being taught to You by Your teachers, and if You spend an hour every night practicing what You learned for the day, You will excel.

It is obvious that I cannot be there to help You, but I am praying that this energy is received.  I pray for this because-

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You with all my heart.

I pray You have an excellent second week of school.

I really Miss You

Love,

Daddy

3:46 pm - Tuesday, September 5th/2017

Happy Birthday


If there was a way I could express the Love I have for You..


The most important thing for me to say is first and foremost; Happy Birthday!  I have reflected on our lives together, and apart the past 5 years and have been able to go into my deepest thoughts.  I have learned in this time frame, more than I have learned in my entire life.  I have learned that selfishness (on my part) will only lead to self destruction.  I apologize for being selfish.  There have been nights where I have awakened and have sat up thinking of all the ways I have mistreated You.


Writing this motivates me to strive to improve on my character.  It, however should not come across in a negative way, because this is Your special day and it is to be celebrated.  I will say that the heights of my Love for You bring a recognition that is consistent.  That recognition is; Your happiness is all that matters to me.  I pray that You are happy and that You are being Loved on this day.  That You smile so brightly, that Your cheeks hurt.  That these good feelings brought to You make You want this day to last forever. 


My Love for You is unselfish. 
It is True Love.


I Love You


Happy Birthday


Daddy

3:43 pm - Saturday, September 2nd/2017

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife
&
*****


I am forever sorry..


Dad

5:43 pm - Wednesday, August 30th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife


I Love You
I Miss You


Daddy

4:11pm - Sunday, August 27th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife


I Love You


I cry every single day being without You. 
I dream of You every day.
I Pray for You every day.
I Smile for You, every day.
I am trying for You, every day.


I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife


Love,


Daddy

7:40 pm - Friday, August 25th/2017

Good evening Oshone
Good evening Amari
Good evening Kwaku
Good evening Na'Zyia
Good evening Ife


Everyday of my life, I pray that we can be together again.  I Love You with everything inside me.  I Miss You to the point that it feels hollow.  Nothing feels real.


For some reason, I especially want to tell you how much I Love You on this day.


I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife


Please have a beautiful weekend


Love,

Daddy


..I am forever sorry.

7:43 pm - Friday, August 18th/2017

Sweet Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife


I Love You


Love,


Daddy

2:16 pm - Saturday, August 12th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife


The amount of Love I have for You - my amazing children - is emphatically the greatest love of all.  I used to believe that I had full awareness with respect to the concept of love, but I was proven wrong.  I would give my life for You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.  I would do anything for Your happiness.


It hurts to write You, because the feelings I have inside grow stronger (the amount of hurt and pain I feel).  I wish so bad to be with You..


I will go on Praying each and everyday that we will be together again.


I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife


Love,


Daddy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NA'ZYIA! 1:00 pm - Monday, July 31st/2017

I Love You Na'Zyia.  So Much!
I Love You Ife. 
I Love You Kwaku.
I Love You Amari.
I Love Oshone.


Na'Zyia,


Happy Birthday!


I Miss You more than You could ever know.  More than You will ever know.  I just want You to know that Today, I will Pray that You receive all that You ask for.  I will Pray that You smile more brightly than the Sun.  I Pray that You laugh more than You have laughed in all Your Life.


I think of You with Joy, because this is about You!  This is about Your Special Day.  I promise to Pray every single day that You are healthy, strong, and confident.  That You excel in Your studies, and that You are Loved by everyone You meet, in the purest of all ways.  That You are never taken advantage of, and that You feel complete happiness.


I write these positive words despite the pain I feel in missing You.  As I mentioned above, this is not about me.  This is an expression of Good Energy towards Your life.


I MISS YOU NA'ZYIA


I will Pray again tonight for Your Joy.


I LOVE YOU NA'ZYIA


Love,

Daddy

3:49 pm - Sunday, July 30th/2017

I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Ife


I Pray..
My tears fall..


Na'Zyia,


Tomorrow is Your birthday, and I will Pray that we are reunited.  You deserve the very best that life has to offer.


I Pray that You are Happy.
I Pray that You Feel Loved.
I Pray that You Feel Joy.


I Love You Na'Zyia Skye
I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Ife


Love,


Daddy

Saturday, July 15th/2017

Happy Birthday, Amari.

I miss you with all my heart. I am dying without you, and I fight to stay positive. To believe that we will be back together one day soon. I put my trust in the Most High God, that the perception of me will change. That the reality of my good nature will be revealed. That my punishment has been accepted, and that I have seen the wrongs of my ways.

That everyday, I strive to be a better man. A better father. An honest and upright person.

Amari, I write these words because I am forever sorry.
I wish You a happy birthday.

I Love You Amari

Daddy

Happy Birthday, Ife

It rains where I presently occupy a time in space, and time. I can hear the thunder and visualize the lightening. I Love You Ife. I Miss You with all my heart. I want to say; Happy Beautiful Birthday to You. I wish I was with You, there.

I am trying so hard to be what I say that I am. To feel what I know that I am. That is, Loving Father and a good man.

All I want is to be the best father in the world for You.

I Love You

I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

I Live For You. I Love You

My life does not matter.  It is Your lives that matter to me.
No matter the time apart..
No matter the memories lost..


I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife


Love,

Daddy

10:01 pm - Tuesday, April 4th/2017

Non Stop Crying...
I don't know how much longer I can be strong

9:00 pm - Tuesday, April 4th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I am forever sorry...
..and I Miss You

I LOVE YOU

Daddy

11:16 am - Tuesday, April 4th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You

.. and I am forever sorry for all the wrong I have done.

Daddy

9:16 pm - Monday, April 3rd/2017

Good Night Oshone.  I Love You
Good Night Amari.  I Love You
Good Night Kwaku.  I Love You
Good Night Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Night Ife.  I Love You

Love,

Daddy

8:35 am - Monday, April 3rd/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  I Love You
Good Morning Amari.  I Love You
Good Morning Kwaku.  I Love You
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Morning Ife.  I Love You

I Miss You so much

This photo, is a time where I took You to Uncle Nyj's.  We played in the park, by his place for hours.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

1:52 pm - Saturday, April 1st/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You so Much

I would do anything to be with You.

I am trying with all my might to do so...

To be with You

Love,

Daddy

9:53 am - Friday, March 31st/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

There is nothing more in life that I wish for, than to be with You. 
I Love You
I Miss You

Daddy

10:38 pm - Thursday, March 30th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You

Lovem

Daddy

7:05 am - Thursday, March 30th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning KWAKU
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Miss You

.. I Love You so Much.

Love,

Daddy

Wednesday, March 29th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night KWAKU
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I wish to give You millions..

I will figure this out

Daddy

5:27 pm - Tuesday, March 28th/2017

Good Afternoon Oshone
Good Afternoon Amari
Good Afternoon Kwaku
Good Afternoon Na'Zyia
Good Afternoon Ife

I have been thinking of You every day since I was last able to see You.
I Miss You terribly.
I am forever sorry.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Daddy

6:56 pm - Monday, March 27th/2017

I Miss You

7:16 am - Monday, March 26th/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  I Love You
Good Morning Amari.  I Love You
Good Morning Kwaku.  I Love You
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Morning Ife.  I Love You

I wish to be with You.  I cannot wait for the day that I am allowed to see You again.
I am forever sorry for all the wrong I have done.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You KWAKU
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

8:00 am - Sunday, March 26th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Miss You

Daddy

10:39 am - Saturday, March 25th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You

I Miss You So Much..

Daddy

11:03 am - Friday, March 24th/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  I Love You
Good Morning Amari.  I Love You
Good Morning Kwaku.  I Love You
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Morning Ife.  I Love You

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

7:16 am - Thursday, March 23rd/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

Daddy

11:35 pm - Wednesday, March 22nd/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night KWAKU
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I am forever sorry for everything..
For all the wrong decisions I have made in my life, that has effected You.

I am sorry beyond comprehension.
I am sorry beyond words.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

&

Your Daddy

7:50 am - Wednesday, March 22nd/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I am forever sorry.

10:27 pm - Tuesday, March 21st/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I wish that I was with You.
I Miss You so much.

Love,

Daddy

10:49 am - Tuesday, March 21st/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love YOU Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much

I hope that You have a great day at school.  Please focus, concentrate and know that You can be anything that You want to be.

I absolutely Love You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

Love,

Daddy

10:44 pm - Monday, March 20th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

I am dying without You.

Love,

Daddy

2:15 am - Monday, March 20th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You

Daddy

1:49 pm - Saturday, March 18th/2017

I Love You

8:03 am - Friday, March 17th/2017

Good Morning Oshone.
Good Morning Amari.
Good Morning Kwaku.
Good Morning Na'Zyia.
Good Morning Ife.

I hope that You have had a wonderful March break, and I wish I could have been with You to spend time together because I Miss You.

I Love You Oshone.
I Love You Amari.
I Love You Kwaku.
I Love You Na'Zyia.
I Love You Ife.

Your Dad

I am forever sorry

I'm sorry

I Am Sorry

I am sorry for being a weak man.  For being a failure of a father.  For being a failure as a husband.
I am forever sorry.

12:07 pm - Wednesday, March 15th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone. I Love You So Much.
Good afternoon Amari. I Love You So Much.
Good afternoon Kwaku. I Love You So Much.
Good afternoon Na'Zyia. I Love You So Much.
Good afternoon Ife. I Love You So Much.

I will always try for You.
I will always fight for You.
I will pray that we are re-united some day...

I Miss You Oshone.
I Miss You Amari.
I Miss You Kwaku.
I Miss You Na'Zyia.
I Miss You Ife.

Love,

Daddy

You will never know

You will never know, how sorry I am.
I Love You So Much.

11:13 am - Monday, March 13th/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  I Love You
Good Morning Amari.  I Love You
Good Morning Kwaku.  I Love You
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Morning Ife.  I Love You

Love,

Daddy

9:40 pm - Sunday, March 12th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You
I Miss You

Daddy

Forever sorry 12:49 pm - Sunday, March 12th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I absolutely Miss You

Love,

Daddy

8:56 pm - Saturday, March 11th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You.

Love,

Daddy

I am sorry..

I Am Forever Sorry

Words Spoken From My Heart

9:52 pm - Friday, March 10th/2017

Please.. I'm begging You..

Please let me see them..

Please

11:00 am - Friday, March 10th/2017

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

I am breaking inside.  Life is not worth living without You Oshone.  Without You Amari.  Without You Kwaku.  Without You Na'Zyia.  Without You Ife.

I am crying...

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much..

Love,

Daddy

8:38 pm - Tuesday, March 7/2017

Good Night Oshone,
Good Night Amari,
Good Night Kwaku,
Good Night Na'Zyia,
Good Night Ife,

"Let's spiral up, scratch the skies..
Let us, our every element break apart' apart..
We'll float in a cosmic twirl..
Fragments and bonds.."

I Love You more than I Love myself.  Forever a apart..

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

11:40 pm - Saturday, March 4th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night KWAKU!
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You

Love,

Daddy

11:38 pm - Friday, March 3rd/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku Kijana
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Miss You.

Recall, my words that may resonate with You for eternity, as I made mention of them to You when You were small;

Be good.  Do good.  Trust in Yourself, in that You can be anything You wish in this world.  Don't let anyone tell You that You cannot accomplish anything You set Your mind to.  Love one another.  Respect one another.  Be a better person tomorrow than You are today.  Strive for excellence.  Set Your goals for the stars, and watch how fast You travel as high as the moon.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku Kijana
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You so much.. and I pray everyday that we will be together again.

Love,

Daddy

(Your Daddy is heartbroken without You)

3:09 pm - Wednesday, March 1st/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You with all my heart.

I Miss You..

I LOVE You Oshone
I LOVE You Amari
I LOVE You Kwaku
I LOVE You Na'Zyia
I LOVE You Ife

Love,

Daddy

8:32 pm - Tuesday, February 28th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I am forever sorry.
I forever Miss You.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

12:50 am - Thursday, February 23rd/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I pray that You have had a perfect day, and that the remaining hours of Your day is just as perfect and beautiful.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

6:21 - Wednesday, February 22nd/2017

Very rare ones truly see the wrong in their ways.  They absolutely change..

10:54 am - Wednesday, February 22nd/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I pray that You are perfect.
I strive to be a good man, father, son, brother, and friend every day of my life.
If I in the present, and future am failing at this goal, I am deeply, deeply sorry.
I am trying to be good.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

6:50 pm - Tuesday, February 21st/2017

Dear great Children,

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

I am forever sorry...

Love,

Daddy

9:10 am - Tuesday, February 21st/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  Daddy Loves You
Good Morning Amari.  Daddy Loves You
Good Morning KWAKU!!  Daddy Loves You!!
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  Daddy Loves You
Good Morning Ife.  Daddy Loves You

8:43 am - Monday, February 20th/2017

Dear Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife

Daddy Misses You so much..

Wednesday, February 15th/2017

Good evening Oshone
Good evening Amari
Good evening Kwaku
Good evening Na'Zyia
Good evening Ife

I Love You

I really Miss You

Love,

Daddy

Oshone and Olivia

10:05 am - Wednesday, February 8th/2017

Dear Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

All I think of is being reunited with You, once again.  I know this is not going to be easy, as so much time has passed, however, my heart cannot let go of the Love that I feel for You.  I Miss You so much, and every day is a nightmare for me.  I cannot believe that You are not in my life, and that I am not in Yours.

I am forever sorry for not being a better father and husband.

With all my Love,

Daddy

8:45 am - Tuesday, February 7th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You more than I Love myself.

Have a perfect day.

Love,

Daddy

9:15 am - Monday, February 6th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
I Love You Oshone

Good Morning Amari
I Love You Amari

Good Morning KWAKU
I Love You KWAKU

Good Morning Na'Zyia
I Love You Na'Zyia

Good Morning Ife
I Love You Ife

I Miss all of You Children...
So much..

..and this hurts

Daddy

8:03 am - Sunday, February 5th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning KWAKU
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

This hurts daddy really badly.

I am forever sorry for not being a better husband and father.  This is the reason I ask The Most High  to forgive me for the mistakes that I have made, every day, 10 times a day.  This is why I strive to be a better person everyday.  I know that I am not perfect.  I look at my faults, and my flaws so that I may become a positive person, everyday.  I live my life to effect people in a positive way.  I live my life to illuminate the minds of those around me, in a positive way.  I apologize for my ways and actions, in the past.  This is why not being with You hurts so badly.  It is because, now that I am ready, I am not allowed.  Irony.  When I was not ready, I had You.  Life..

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You KWAKU
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

7:47 am - Saturday, February 4th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

Please feel the good energy from within me; Your daddy,

that I send towards You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.  It is all I strive to be; a positive man, and to have good thoughts, and to express these thoughts through actions.  If only You could know how beautiful I have become, from the inside towards the outside.  Not saying this in terms of superficiality, but by simply being a good person.

I Miss You Ife
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You KWAKU
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Oshone

I Love You Children..

..and I really do.

Love,

Daddy

8:18 pm - Friday, February 3rd/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night KWAKU
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Miss You so much.

I am forever sorry.  From the bottom of my heart, for not being the greatest father.  I will forever try, because I work on improving myself every day of my life.

My life itself, means nothing without You.

And, I am forever sorry once again.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

11:14 am - Thursday, February 2nd/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Just Love You..
.. and I really do

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You KWAKU
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Daddy

8:02 am - Wednesday, February 1st/2017

Good Morning Oshone.  I Love You
Good Morning Amari.  I Love You
Good Morning KWAKU.  I Love You
Good Morning Na'Zyia.  I Love You
Good Morning Ife.  I Love You

Please have a great day at school.  I hope you have not caught a cold, flu, or fever because if You have, I would give anything to comfort You.  It is because I Love You so much.

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

Love,

Daddy

9:42 am - Tuesday, January 31st/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning KWAKU
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You

I have spent the morning studying.  I have spent this morning, as always, thinking of You.  I wish to share with You wise words that You may one day.. someday innerstand.

“What will bring peace is inward transformation, which will lead to outward action. Inward transformation is not isolation, is not withdrawal from outward action. On the contrary, there can be right action only when there is right thinking and there is no right thinking when there is no self-knowledge. Without knowing yourself, there is no peace. An Ideal is merely an escape, an avoidance of what is, a contradiction of what is. An ideal prevents direct action upon what is. To have peace, we will have to love, we will have to begin not to live an ideal life but to see things as they are and act upon them, transform them. As long as each one of us is seeking psychological security, the physiological security we need; food, clothing and shelter, is destroyed. Some of you will nod your heads and say, “I agree”, and go outside and do exactly the same as you have been doing for the last ten or twenty years. Your agreement is merely verbal and has no significance, for the world’s miseries and wars are not going to be stopped by your casual assent. They will be only stopped when you realize the danger, when you realize your responsibility, when you do not leave it to somebody else. If you realize the suffering, if you see the urgency of immediate action and do not postpone, then you will transform yourself.”

Jiddu Krishnamurti

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kijana
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

I Love You so much

Love,

Daddy

10:52 am - Monday, January 30th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning KWAKU
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

When a person truly changes, they are pure.  They do not anticipate any returns.  The change is for the change, alone.  It exists in the absence of expectation.  My change, is void of external understanding.  Love is my change.  Love has finally revealed Love towards me.  I now know what Love is.  Love has spoken for eternity. 

I Love You; You
I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You KWAKU
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

5:39 am - Sunday, January 29th/2017

You can take..
You can take almost everything from me..

But there is one thing that You cannot take;

You cannot take my Love..

My Love For You
My Love For Oshone
My Love For Amari
My Love For Kwaku
My Love For Na'Zyia
My Love For Ife

I Love You

Love,

Daddy

8:20 am - Saturday, January 28th/2017

Hello Oshone
Hello Amari
Hello Kwaku
Hello Na'Zyia
Hello Ife

Every day of my life, I ask for forgiveness for all the wrongs I have made and ask to remain on this new positive path.  I only wish to do good.

I only wish to do good.

Daddy

3:04 am - Saturday, January 28th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You with everything inside me.
..and it hurts to breathe without You.

I Miss You so Much

Daddy

6:05 am - Thursday, January 27th/2017

KWAKU!!!

I LOVE YOU

I MISS YOU

6:04 pm - Tuesday, January 24th/2017

Good Evening Oshone
Good Evening Amari
Good Evening Kwaku
Good Evening Na'Zyia
Good Evening Ife

I absolutely Miss You

Daddy

5:42 am - Monday, January 23rd/2017

Good morning Oshone
Good morning Amari
Good morning Kwaku
Good morning Na'Zyia
Good morning Ife

I Miss You with everything I have.
I wish to do so much more for You.
I am trying to prove that I am worthy of being Your father.
A good father..
.. a good man

For You

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

Love,

Daddy

8:55 am - Saturday, January 21st/2017

Pain is all I feel...

6:45 am - Friday, January 20th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Love You with all my heart.
I Miss You from the bottom of my soul.

Please know that I write fewer and fewer letters because I am in incomparable pain.

This really.. really hurts.

..and it hurts.

Daddy

4:04 pm - Monday, January 18th/2017

I Miss You terribly...

Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife

This is hard

Daddy

Great Lady

I can help..
More than any man.  Maybe not more, but as much as You may need.
No strings attached.  Please let me be the man that I am today, and look not upon me as the boy that I was. 

Really. 

Seriously.

I can help.

Oshone Osai Nkrumah Kahlil

Thursday, January 12th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Love You

I have just arrived back in town.  I am exhausted, physically and emotionally.  Yet, all I can think of is You.  I have not written in three days, and I have no excuse for this.  The reason I cannot excuse not writing to You is because You are always on my mind, and I wish to express all this Love that I have for You.

I apologize and the Most High to forgive me for my sins, every day, ten times a day.

I am sorry that I am not in Your lives, where I want to be.  For years.

I pray that You are happy and joyous, and that You receive all the positive experiences in life that You deserve.  I will always fight to be with You, connected again, so that I can offer all that I am and all that I have for You.

You deserve the best.

I Miss You

Love,

Daddy

10:29 pm - Monday, January 9th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I wish that I were there to help You.  To hold You for comfort.  To offer insight into any of the confusion and or dilemma that You face.  To reassure You in the fact that You are great.  To teach You the values of being the best You, that You can be.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You

Love,

Daddy

11:18 pm - Sunday, January 8th/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I am Missing You

1:35 pm - Saturday, January 7th/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

Daddy Loves You more and more each day.
Don't have no doubts

10:32 am - Friday, January 06th/2017

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

10:24 am - Friday, January 06th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia Skye
Good Morning Ife Lia

I am seriously Missing You..
In the worst way.

I Love You So Much

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

This hurts..

I am trying to be with You

7:40 am - Wednesday, January 4th/2017

Hi Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

I pray that You have a perfect day, today. 
I am thinking of You always, and praying too that we are one day allowed to be together again.

I posted an inscription for our home, on the front door. 

I wish to share it with You.

7:38 am - Wednesday, January 4th/2017

Good Morning Oshone
Good Morning Amari
Good Morning Kwaku
Good Morning Na'Zyia
Good Morning Ife

I Miss You with all my heart.
I Made a beat/song and dedicated to You.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

"Something Inside That I'm Missing"

I cried while making this for You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbULvtApCVs

5:15 pm - Tuesday, January 3rd/2017

Good Afternoon Oshone
Good Afternoon Amari
Good Afternoon Kwaku
Good Afternoon Na'Zyia
Good Afternoon Ife


I pray that You had a great day at school.
If a daddy could love You more than I, I would like to learn from this man. Learn what Love really is. I say these words because I trust that my Love for You is greater than the greatest Love of all.

I am trying.

I really am.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I will let my actions (if You dig deep enough, and research all that I am doing for You, You will see that I speak the truth) speak louder than these words.

I Miss You Oshone. So Much.
I Miss You Amari. From the Bottom of my heart.
I Miss You Kwaku. Our bond, that was broken will forever break my heart.
I Miss You Na'Zyia. You deserve to be truly Loved.
I Miss You Ife. It hurts to hear You cry.

I am forever sorry.

A daddy that is doing his best to be true.

Dad

12:57 pm - Monday, January 2nd/2017

Good afternoon Oshone
Good afternoon Amari
Good afternoon Kwaku
Good afternoon Na'Zyia
Good afternoon Ife

I Miss You.

I wish to tell You a story;

On a warm sunny day in August, I was coming from the bank.  I was putting money into one of Your accounts when I was approached outside the bank by this gentleman.  He said to me "you have the face of a blessed soul".  We continued walking to my car, where I paused and listened to him speak.  He told me of the pain I put the Mother of my children to for years.  He told me that I was previously living with a girl and her room mate.  He told me that for the past year I have moved into a new home.  He said "you have recently met two woman that if you do not cut out of your life, you will never again see your children or their mother".  Then he said, "hold out your hand".  I held out my hand and he put a piece of paper in the palm of my right hand.  He asked that I close my eyes and close my hand.  He said "when I tell you, open your hand and read what is written on the paper".  I opened my eyes, and on the paper was written "December 21st". 

He said, "brother, I need you to remember this date and mark it".  "This is the day your family will return to you". 

I cried at that very moment.

I cried ten times harder when Wednesday, December 21st came and went.  I thought, "but I cut out the two women he was referring to, from my life".  The two women I met are singers or recording artists and I immediately told them, in August, that this man told me the most wonderful prophecy.  I told them that we can no longer work together because my family is my first priority. 

Tears fall down my cheeks as I write this because I feel I may never again see You Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Miss You

I Miss You so much..
My heart breaks every single day.

Love,

Daddy

9:21 pm - Sunday, January 1st/2017

Good Night Oshone
Good Night Amari
Good Night Kwaku
Good Night Na'Zyia
Good Night Ife

I Love You with all my heart.  2017 is here, and I hold Love in my heart.

I Love You Oshone
I Love You Amari
I Love You Kwaku
I Love You Na'Zyia
I Love You Ife

I Miss You Oshone
I Miss You Amari
I Miss You Kwaku
I Miss You Na'Zyia
I Miss You Ife

I really Love You

.. and I really Miss You

Love,

Daddy