If I were the human being, then; that I am now (For Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia, Ife)

I am a man who has evolved into an ever improving individual.  I am sad.  My heart hurts because I would not have lost my family, had I not been an immature child while married, with five beautiful children.  I shake my head in shame.  I hold my head down in sorrow..

As I write these words, and as I have prayed...
As I Love You from a far - Oshone - Amari - Kwaku - Na'Zyia - Ife
I submit myself to the Most High, and all of my bestowed punishments.

With my career, I have been able to pay all my bills, including child support, furnish a home that I live in alone, with 4 bedrooms for You, Oshone, Amari, Kwaku, Na'Zyia and Ife.  I have attached photo's of drawings You have all given me when You were much younger.  I have photo's of Your bedrooms, and I will fight for You until my last breath.  Fight only to be reunited with You, and to Love You.  To provide and protect You with my Love.  I will defend my Love for You.  I will continue to give my all to You.  I Love You.

Jesus
I will follow
For each step is forgiven and never long
And as we walk
Through miles of disbelief
It will be his hand that guides you
Leading you home
He'll say "you carry on, a new day will come"
I know it will yeah
You carry on
I know, I know a new day will dawn
Yes it will

I am woman (I am man)
A mountain I will climb
Oh yes I will
I've been beat down and I've been broken
And each day I give it another try
Oh yeah

We will carry on
A new day has come
We will carry on
I know a new day will dawn

Oh yeah
I've been broken
Yeah
New day will dawn

We will carry on
Yes we will
A new day will come
Carry on, carry on
New day will dawn

A new day will come
I am woman

A New day will dawn

 I Love YOU

Oshone
Amari
Kwaku
Na'Zyia
Ife

I Miss YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!