Time Travel

I am honest.  I have evolved as a human being.  I pray that I have improved in my character because I want to be a good man.

If I could go back in time, I would travel to the place where I fell in Love with *, and * fell in Love with me. I would tell her, that I am a time traveler from the future, and that I Love her even 4000 years later. I would tell her that we become one in marriage and have 5 beautiful children together. Then I would say, I turn out to be an abusive husband, and one who does not provide joy in her life. I would be honest in saying, she should not decide on making me her man. In conclusion, I would tell her that knowing what I know now, I would never harm her nor would I do anything other than express true Love, and therefore provide her with Joy, Continuously. Then I would ask if she would accept my deepest and most sincere apology for not being a man deserving of her Love.